Meditation and Me - Some of my story in building a solid meditation practice
I tried meditating for the first time when I was 19. I mean really meditating. I crossed my legs beneath me and closed my eyes, having no idea what I was doing. This lasted 3 minutes. My legs and lower back were on fire.
My second attempt at meditation was after college. I lived in Georgia and was reading Dharma Bums by Jack Kerouac. I crossed my legs again and closed my eyes. Same result.
Years later, I enrolled in a metaphysical school. When talking with the director of the school, he told me one of the things I would learn was meditation. I was hooked.
I learned meditation after learning a concentration practice gazing at a candle. What I did not know then was I would need to concentrate on one point in order to properly meditate.
It was hard, hearing all of those thoughts in my mind at once. I would tell people that I had 8 songs spinning in my head sugar coated with memories from the past and fantasies of the future. But I persisted. This is the one of the keys to meditation, persistence.
Building a disciplined meditation practice has been one of the most rewarding experiences of my life. Meditation builds discipline, contentment, tolerance, compassion, love, happiness, stillness, etc. It gives the mind a break from all the information we have up there everyday. It is not about meditating for an hour one day of the week and letting the other 6 go. It's about being consistent. Making it a habit was easy for me once I had someone guiding me.
I highly recommend learning meditation from a meditation teacher, someone who not only practices everyday but maintains that level of openness, kindness, lucidity, and joy throughout the day.
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